11.10.08

The sun shines here for clarity.
I must be having an emergency.
My heart is pounding with this urgency.
I want to trek back to that amorous time
That sparks magic everywhere
Sparks that sizzle your arm hair
& singe your most passionate capillaries
So that your vision blurs farsighted
& you are eventually spent & spoiled
& it's time to get back to that place from whence
You came & saw & conquered nothing.

11.5.08

Here kitty kitty
We found another one to help fuck you up
Another heartbreaker
To tear your world apart

It's a classic of the new age
Of chivalry long lost save for the last ones

Eventually I will have exhausted myself
with gluing broken glasses
Veins pumping the shards to my heart
Bleed you out, bleed you out
Purgation of old habits living easy,
Preying on scorching passion imagery
Imagery - Energy - Imagery
the allure of the heartbreaker
Who hurts everyone who gets too close
With blindfolds & earplugs
So no one can see him cry.

Because you do cry, boy.
Don't fucking lie.
You do cry.
Baby.
Because I held your head to my chest
And I felt your eyes flinch & your shoulders cringe
When I kissed your face & you said
"You scare me."
But only because you know I could love you
& that scares you
but of course it scares me too.
& I don't think I could love you the way you need me to
Because I'm scared I will leave you.